hate?

if you really hate me, just say it,
i DON'T EVEN CARE about it
at all
if you keep it inside your heart,
it will hurt you and me too
i will always apologize you,
all your mistakes,

but,
you tell me nothing,
do you really hate me,
why you look at me,
just for a moment?
 i really miss you, fyi
please answer me,
please tell me everything that i wanna know,
before i go forever